The one I trust most...

Trusting people is tough sometimes. Ok, all the time.

I've hurt myself over and over again because I've trusted people I shouldn't have. I was so careless.

But now I know the difference between the people I can't trust, and the one person I can.

About a year ago, this said person asked me a certain question...a question that I've always kept a secret. These conversations and that question being asked to me continued for about a week, and finally I decided, "Hey why not? If she does tell anyone its not like anything can be done." Sure, that's what half of my mind thought. But the other half told me I couldn't trust her. But I did. I told her.

I expected several people to know about it within the next week. When no one said anything to me about it, I was sort of in shock. She hadn't told anyone. She really did keep the secret.

Then after a while, she was the one telling me secrets. I have always, always kept them between me and her. Haven't told a soul.

A year has gone by, I still haven't told anyone anything. And neither has she. I still feel like I haven't done her justice. I have thanked her a million times, yet that can't even express the real thanks I feel.

And I can trust someone.
And someone can trust me.

And that feels....just...great.