They've helped me through more than anybody else.
And the funny part is, they aren't even related to me by blood. They are all just people that I can count on and go to for anything.
You all know who you are. I love you guys.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
A few things for a few people...
Just things I need to get out to certain people. Some positive, others negative.
1. You have no idea how much you mean to me. Sometimes, I love you even more than myself. More than anything in my life. And you say you love me too. But you don't mean it the way I do. I know you don't. And you don't know how much I mean it. No matter who I talk to about it, the reality is, no one can fix it but you.
2. I look up to you more than you will ever know. You are by far the biggest inspiration in my life.
3. Get over yourself. No one likes you. You think you are better than everyone else and that you are oh so talented and you're not. The end.
4. At times, I don't know what to think of you. Most of the time, I hate you. But I probably don't mean it in the long run, no matter how much I think I do at the time. Sometimes, I just wish he would divorce you so all this crap can be out of my life, but in time I realize I never want that. Even though my opinion of you varies throughout the week, I love you. And everything you've done.
5. You are the most negative person I've ever met in my life, yet somehow you have had a huge impact on me...
6. You are the reason I attend school every day. You've taught me so much in the little time I've been in your class. In 30 years from now, you probably won't remember me. But I'll remember you. And everything you have done for me.
1. You have no idea how much you mean to me. Sometimes, I love you even more than myself. More than anything in my life. And you say you love me too. But you don't mean it the way I do. I know you don't. And you don't know how much I mean it. No matter who I talk to about it, the reality is, no one can fix it but you.
2. I look up to you more than you will ever know. You are by far the biggest inspiration in my life.
3. Get over yourself. No one likes you. You think you are better than everyone else and that you are oh so talented and you're not. The end.
4. At times, I don't know what to think of you. Most of the time, I hate you. But I probably don't mean it in the long run, no matter how much I think I do at the time. Sometimes, I just wish he would divorce you so all this crap can be out of my life, but in time I realize I never want that. Even though my opinion of you varies throughout the week, I love you. And everything you've done.
5. You are the most negative person I've ever met in my life, yet somehow you have had a huge impact on me...
6. You are the reason I attend school every day. You've taught me so much in the little time I've been in your class. In 30 years from now, you probably won't remember me. But I'll remember you. And everything you have done for me.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
The one I trust most...
Trusting people is tough sometimes. Ok, all the time.
I've hurt myself over and over again because I've trusted people I shouldn't have. I was so careless.
But now I know the difference between the people I can't trust, and the one person I can.
About a year ago, this said person asked me a certain question...a question that I've always kept a secret. These conversations and that question being asked to me continued for about a week, and finally I decided, "Hey why not? If she does tell anyone its not like anything can be done." Sure, that's what half of my mind thought. But the other half told me I couldn't trust her. But I did. I told her.
I expected several people to know about it within the next week. When no one said anything to me about it, I was sort of in shock. She hadn't told anyone. She really did keep the secret.
Then after a while, she was the one telling me secrets. I have always, always kept them between me and her. Haven't told a soul.
A year has gone by, I still haven't told anyone anything. And neither has she. I still feel like I haven't done her justice. I have thanked her a million times, yet that can't even express the real thanks I feel.
And I can trust someone.
And someone can trust me.
And that feels....just...great.
I've hurt myself over and over again because I've trusted people I shouldn't have. I was so careless.
But now I know the difference between the people I can't trust, and the one person I can.
About a year ago, this said person asked me a certain question...a question that I've always kept a secret. These conversations and that question being asked to me continued for about a week, and finally I decided, "Hey why not? If she does tell anyone its not like anything can be done." Sure, that's what half of my mind thought. But the other half told me I couldn't trust her. But I did. I told her.
I expected several people to know about it within the next week. When no one said anything to me about it, I was sort of in shock. She hadn't told anyone. She really did keep the secret.
Then after a while, she was the one telling me secrets. I have always, always kept them between me and her. Haven't told a soul.
A year has gone by, I still haven't told anyone anything. And neither has she. I still feel like I haven't done her justice. I have thanked her a million times, yet that can't even express the real thanks I feel.
And I can trust someone.
And someone can trust me.
And that feels....just...great.
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